Lifetime movie Sunday.
So… Things are starting to look up again. I’m moving on. Like, for real this time. I still hold out hope but it doesn’t really matter anymore. The saddest part of it all is that he has changed into a completely different person, and thats scary to think how people can do that. I miss who he was, and who he is now is not the person I fell in love with. Unless he for some reason was infected with a parasitic personality sucking worm, that dies shortly within the next week and he turns back into his old self… I think it’s over with. I’ve already started moving on and even though I don’t feel the same for others as I did for him, at least I am having fun. I want something to fill that void but nothing will ever compare, so I might as well stop looking. I just got to keep on, keepin’ on.
Smell ya later….